Living life as a new mom is a surreal deal people.
she is absolutly gorgous and already a heart breaker! i am just so excited and happy to have her finaly OUT..lol.
its gonna be an interesting time because for those who dont know me, me having a kid is a huge cosmic joke. but at least i make cute babys.lol.

im just finesing a few wedding details while i still cant actually DO anything. my colours are red,black and white. i am wearing my moms wedding dress :S which im going to have altered so i'll at least like it. then im wearing a red and black reception dress. alex will be 8 months, and ill be 21. thank god!
i made friends with our neihbores and they too are getting married in the next 2 years and so im happily going to help them with it so i can get more experience under my belt.
im still trying to fucking write but trying to find inspiration in a one bedroom apartment with no view is really depressing. but im trying. maybe ill post a piece of what i like later.
other than that, my life is pretty mundane; i take care of alex, sleep when i can, and yeah.